The late honor winning rapper Riky Rick apparently left a self destruction note. The Manager Zonke hitmaker passed on recently.

As per Sunday World, Riky Rick left a chilling self destruction note for his significant other Bianca and their kids.

The supposed self destruction notes read as follows:

Dear Bianca

 

This pain is too much. I don’t want you to blame yourself for my life being unbearable. You gave me more love than I deserved. Live your life. Do not hide the light you have me every day.

I am sorry for being the one who gives up but the pain I feel is too much to deal with. The voices in my head have never gone away. I wish I was stronger, but I am not. Please forgive me. I love you.

To his son Maik: “Follow your passion my son. The world is better than you can ever imagen. I love You.”

And lastly to his son Jordan: “Jordan, the best thing that ever happened in my life. You taught me so much about life. Thank you for being so good to me. Thank you for being such an inspiration to me. I love you.”

A couple of days prior, the rapper’s family opened up to Every day Sun since the death of their child. The family’s representative Sheikani Makhado let the distribution know that Riky’s mother is attempting to be solid for everybody. He said the family is as yet attempting to find some peace with Riky’s demise.

“There are no words to depict how we are feeling right now…Waking up realizing we had lost such a darling relative was hard,” he said.

Sheikani added: “Our sibling’s better half Bianca is forlorn. We can’t question the way that we imparted him to the remainder of the world, and we are keen to the messages of help we have been getting.”

Riky Rick had been experiencing melancholy for some time. He recently opened up to LAB LIVE, about his battle with melancholy and losing his dad.